sianned
hmm the title just says it all huh. dunno y i feel so sianned today but its 4pm already and i have done zero mugging! argh. im starting to accept that i am likely to fail (again). aiyah whatever la. wrong attitude and all i know but it seems so much easier than trying. as i was lying in my bed stoning today i started thinking abt what i would do if i wasnt in med, and i have to say tt i dont really have many options. not like im really talented at anything or like im a really independant spirit or street smart or whatever, and its just really depressing i guess to look at yourself and see someone who has nothing going for her other than the family she was born in. i guess the only thing i would really not mind doing is travelling and working odd jobs, i dont really mind being poor i guess as long as its not in singapore. i would really like to go to like india again, or nepal, or some arab country, or africa. and just live my life experiencing new things and seeing new things all the time. i guess its the easy way out la cos i would have no responsibilities, and even if i die ill know that i died happy. oh wells. this is the path im on and i guess ill just have to stick with it.
hmm on a happier note, yst was a cool day. mugged in the day and then went to wheelock to "surprise" claire, but unfortunately i was really really late (getting lost at peak hour is a bad bad idea) and so missed it. but got to meet the og pple again which was good :) after tt went to fetch the eusoff boys and sauyee and went sims hse to surprise him... that guy got so many pple who went to surprise him la haha. after tt was really tired so i whined alot and now i think his frens think im super whiny or something. anyway, driving home late at night is pretty fun and i did some illegal stuff so good thing there were no cops or anything.
aiyah i dunno la i think mugging just saps your energy,and although i dont mug alot but even the little i do is like killing me la. im obviously super lousy at this. really wonder sometimes why im even here. argh
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after i posted tt i went to the club with mummy for a change of scene and it is 100% confirmed tt caffine improves my mood by 10000000 times! haha. yay i love coffee :) waiting for the pool/psv match to start now so decided to post up photos of yst : claires bdae/sims bdae
sun&moon restaurant = not bad food&nice atmosphere but pissy rules
me n kumar
mike bry kumar and i
hmc looking glam heh heh
cheryl claire and mu being left out haha
candice and chiara!
the bdae cake was yummy stuff man
bryan looking fuzzy
a very happy enming and maria
claire nxt to her status symbol :p
me and cheryl
me and hmc
bdae girl and cheryl
chris eyeing the cake heh. looking cute as always :)
me and mus best feature (the rest of his head)
we love mummy!
claire: wheres the general????
me and claire! happy 21st mannn
i got kissed!
me and chris!
all of us! but abit shaky :(
outside sims hse
bdae boy not looking very surprised :(
sims and don
looking the same yst today and tml :p
stop, in the name of loveeee
a funny pic hahahaha
i am a cam whore
cheese!
guys minus bang pic
everyone pic (except the wierd pple hiding at the back)
nikhil fishing
sims pinching kelvens nose haha
anyway, happy bdae to the bdae pple of yst and tml, panas/hotstuff/whiny/buttercup(?), and of cos my fav spaceman and bestest cgmate/bum buddy/poky stick/nag monster. may you guys have many more happy yrs of life to come heh :)
hmm on a happier note, yst was a cool day. mugged in the day and then went to wheelock to "surprise" claire, but unfortunately i was really really late (getting lost at peak hour is a bad bad idea) and so missed it. but got to meet the og pple again which was good :) after tt went to fetch the eusoff boys and sauyee and went sims hse to surprise him... that guy got so many pple who went to surprise him la haha. after tt was really tired so i whined alot and now i think his frens think im super whiny or something. anyway, driving home late at night is pretty fun and i did some illegal stuff so good thing there were no cops or anything.
aiyah i dunno la i think mugging just saps your energy,and although i dont mug alot but even the little i do is like killing me la. im obviously super lousy at this. really wonder sometimes why im even here. argh
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after i posted tt i went to the club with mummy for a change of scene and it is 100% confirmed tt caffine improves my mood by 10000000 times! haha. yay i love coffee :) waiting for the pool/psv match to start now so decided to post up photos of yst : claires bdae/sims bdae
sun&moon restaurant = not bad food&nice atmosphere but pissy rules
me n kumar
mike bry kumar and i
hmc looking glam heh heh
cheryl claire and mu being left out haha
candice and chiara!
the bdae cake was yummy stuff man
bryan looking fuzzy
a very happy enming and maria
claire nxt to her status symbol :p
me and cheryl
me and hmc
bdae girl and cheryl
chris eyeing the cake heh. looking cute as always :)
me and mus best feature (the rest of his head)
we love mummy!
claire: wheres the general????
me and claire! happy 21st mannn
i got kissed!
me and chris!
all of us! but abit shaky :(
outside sims hse
bdae boy not looking very surprised :(
sims and don
looking the same yst today and tml :p
stop, in the name of loveeee
a funny pic hahahaha
i am a cam whore
cheese!
guys minus bang pic
everyone pic (except the wierd pple hiding at the back)
nikhil fishing
sims pinching kelvens nose haha
anyway, happy bdae to the bdae pple of yst and tml, panas/hotstuff/whiny/buttercup(?), and of cos my fav spaceman and bestest cgmate/bum buddy/poky stick/nag monster. may you guys have many more happy yrs of life to come heh :)
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